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| im home. for good. im excited for school and junior year. gotta go cheat on summer reading and watch the movie. props to an amazing summer. i love you all <3 can't wait till chowderfestt | | |
| ha i QUiT!!! xanga is old. byee byeee | | |
| WOW its been awhile. summer has been amazing. so many crazy times. im at sara's so i decided to take advantage of the only computer ive seen in months. cleared out my mail [ i had over 100 ] , changed the profile , checked out every one else's profiles. i feel soo far away from everything at home. it is such a different world on the island. i love it though. i cant believe its winding down in 3 weeks. grrr dont wanna think about it.
i am having the greatest summer ever imaginable, and still the littlest thing just got me really sad. as i was browsing thru profiles i stumbled over a old friend's and saw that he has a girlfriend. im sooo bummed right now which is rediculous because he hasn't crossed my mind in months. looking at his pictures made me sad though. ( tear ) o bye the way, looking good ;D
truth is tomorrow i'll wake up and forget about it and all will be fine. which is great. bye for now - <3 christine | | |
| let me open with an excerpt from mark nd i's convo --
ChRiSsi bAbeE xO [11:34 PM]: remeber wen u named my boobS!! ChRiSsi bAbeE xO [11:34 PM]: in 7th grade ASUSun Devils23 [11:34 PM]: o shyt what was it ASUSun Devils23 [11:34 PM]: u named by penis too! ASUSun Devils23 [11:34 PM]: moby dick lol ChRiSsi bAbeE xO [11:34 PM]: haah yeaa i named ur willy ! ChRiSsi bAbeE xO [11:34 PM]: hah yES ! ASUSun Devils23 [11:35 PM]: what were ur boobies named? ChRiSsi bAbeE xO [11:35 PM]: i think C 1 and C2 ASUSun Devils23 [11:35 PM]: what are they now? D1 n D2? ASUSun Devils23 [11:35 PM]: so together they are D12!!!
ChRiSsi bAbeE xO [11:36 PM]: hahahhahaaa ChRiSsi bAbeE xO [11:36 PM]: YESSSSS ChRiSsi bAbeE xO [11:36 PM]: thats my nicknameee
-- lmaOOo.. ahh good times. i heart u mark
sooo let's talk about how i just had the best night ever!!! ok sooo talk about random and coincidence. me jenn and cat go to red bank to meet up with these kids from elizabeth that they met at abyss last week. soo after a weak attempt to give them directions, they finally made it to broad street and we had nothing to do so we walked to the park overlooking the navasink. soo watever we're talking and the kids were a little shady-- one kid mike was cute and nice, bryan wass really quiet, and jake was just had a ADD and was a lil weird. soo we're mingling and at the same time there's three kids sitting on the bench just hanging out. so some how we all start talking and stuff, and me jenn and catt were definately more interested in the new guys than the abyss guys. so eventually the abyss guys left, claiming to have to go to their car, but they never came back which really wasn't a let down bc the other kids were just soooo awesome. sooo we just sat and talked the wholeee night, not moving from the bench. but we got along soo well. this one kid colin asked me for my number, and we just had this connection and we just talkedd, and ughhhhhhhh he was sooo awesome. i wanted to stay there and talk with him forever. he was a quadruplet. he was sooooo cute though. his personality totally reminded me of phil which is why i liked him soo much [ bc phil is the most chyll person ever ! ] . sooo after much bonding we were gunna go to the beach with them but we had to head home, soo the cops yelled at us and we had to leave the park and then we almost got arrested!!! haha some stupid curfew shit, but the cop was being a dick. luckily dad pulled up and soo here i am, recounting my night. i really hope colin calls because they were so much fun to hang out with. we also saw mark and frankie and the girls soo that was pretty cool too. i'm goin back down to lbi tomorrow morning. its amazing, this is the first time i had such a good time at home that i kinda dont wanna go down. oo well. i love summer. i really am having the time of my lifee. this is proabally my last entry for a few weeks. be good - <33 chrissibabee | | |
| don’t say it isnt different, because it is. i hate feeling completely unsettled. and i hate it how “we’ll talk later” turns into never. nothing seems finished or even fixed. and just because it’s fair - doesn’t mean that it wont hurt. here’s where I try to quit caring, but like every other time - it doesn’t work. make your own sense of all of this cause trying to pour my heart out is getting me nowhere.. except farther away. and the farther i fall, the more it hurts.. but the farther i fall, the closer we both are to forgetting.
- sums it up. props to ro | | |
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